Category: Turn the page,
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Well, kinda..
Most of the crow I’ve choked down has been cold, and long past expiration. I believe people do have the capacity to change. I was the star in my own dysfunctional movie. Groundhog Day, over and over. Expecting different results from grandfathered ways of living. On that day, the pain, I cannot articulate, the pain.…
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Disclaimer: I do not lend myself to this lifestyle anymore. To each their own, but this chapter has long since been closed.
For what it’s worth… “As little-mac sees it:” All or nothing? A submissive opinion. 50/50 Vs. 100/100 June 25, 2016 There are plenty of questions about my choice to live 24/7 in my D/s dynamic. Is it healthy? Aren’t you embarrassed? Is my decision to be in service, 24/7, in whatever capacity Master deems…
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The beginning of the end.
I’ve noted them all, the remarkably different personalities. Some try to keep me by writing me a song or a poem to make me think I was different as if I didn’t already know as much. Some who try to fuck me into staying, like fucking has anything to do with love. Some gave big…
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It was so far past due;
I’m closing the chapter finally, almost a year later. I had to escape, and I’ve been hiding for 289 days. Here are some words from this journey, my journey. The beginning was just as torturous as the middle and the end. I used I have regrets, I sometimes look back at things, and I wish…
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Lucid, if you want.
I have these lucid moments and they scare me. Because when I’m lucid that’s when I see my potential and I feel it in my body, but I know the feeling is fleeting because I will get sucked in, the pull of my back pants pockets and the pop into my world of dissociation. I…
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A letter to a platform that is an application to send Cash.
TERMS OF SERVICE (I DON’T FIT IN THAT BOX EITHER.) To whom it most definitely concern, I have been really upset about the non cash deposit restriction placed on my account. In this year 2024, I have paid $252 in fees alone to your company. I am a legitimate business owner I’ve attached my documents…
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Autobiography.
You’re writing your autobiography. What’s your opening sentence? Any arbitrary turn along the way, I would be elsewhere, I would be different.
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Janelle Burrill O’DONNELL
Where does one start when trying to explain something that’s not only inexplicable and Inexcusable and outrageous dangerous and life-altering. Well, I just will start with if there were possibilities to give minus stars and file charges with the local law enforcement I would. At least one out of two isn’t bad. Contested Child custody…
